February 2012
5 posts
Untitled (Poem)
I see your storm, far and wide.
Drops of rain and fear collide.
And if that lightning ever arcs
I’ll be that candle in the dark.
The moonlight’s gone, engulfed in clouds
The songs of wind all play too loud
The light of candles are all that remain.
I’ll be the glow inside that flame.
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The seas arise, flow with force
They rock your boat with no remorse
But don’t...
*Walking alone at night on campus. Random girl approaches.*
Girl: What are YOU doing out this late??
Me: I dunno. I always do this. It helps me clear my mind. I always feel lost, and this seems to help.
Girl: Lost? You’re on Earth, you’re alive. You don’t sound lost to me. It sounds like you are exactly where you need to be. :)
Me: That’s a good way to look at it.
...
Left hand friends left...
3
approaching 2
-Ryan
January 2012
17 posts
Tumblr isn't fun
when you have like 6 followers lol
but seriously…
Dreams can be so beautiful, if only I know what specific ones meant.
I want to know so bad what they mean, the hidden meaning in every dream.
Keep them coming you beauitful mind, I want to know what’s left to find.
Dream on.
Life Goals for 2012 (Revised)
In order…
1) Get to West Lib
2) Settle in Throw my shit somewhere
3) Have a heart to heart conversation with Austin Wright and Jeffrey Zorn
4) Get along with (hide from) the room mate
5) Seek advice help
6) Recruit another left hand friend
7) Have fun Survive
8) Succeed in the semester’s classes
9) Survive for the summer (maybe get a job)
10) Go on a summer eye-opening journey
11) Wait...
Life Goals for 2012
In order…
1) Get to West Lib
2) Settle in
3) Have a heart to heart conversation with Austin Wright and Jeffrey Zorn
4) Get along with the room mate
5) Seek advice
6) Recruit another left hand friend
7) Have fun
8) Succeed in the semester’s classes
9) Survive for the summer (maybe get a job)
10) Go on a summer eye-opening journey
11) Wait for some of my high school friends...
Anonymous asked: How do you handle everyday stress?
I got so many things under my skin
But I never remember inviting them in.
All I can do is shed and peel.
Until there is nothing left to feel.
I get it now, I see the truth
The part of the problem is the part of my youth.
Let it go.
Let it go.
Top 5 (I'm Bored)
Top 5 Favorite Bands
1) Coldplay
2) The Gaslight Anthem
3) The Fray
4) Against Me!
5) The Hush Sound
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Top 5 Favorite Video Games
1) Silent Hill 2
2) Dead Space 2
3) Bioshock
4) Uncharted 2
5) LittleBigPlanet 2
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'Bloody' Good Time
I donate blood whenever I can. Tomorrow will be the 20th time I did this.
But what a lot of people don’t know is that I HATE the sight of blood. I usually pass out when I get home, either that or I feel very, very sick. But I do it anyway. I sacrifice my personal well-being just for the sake of others. Usually people I dont even know. Because It’s what I like to do: help out in any...
Anonymous asked: I need to tell you some things but I'm too afraid. I don't know what to do. :(
Same Crap, Different Year.
What’s so special about the new years? It’s going to be the same crap just on a different year. This honestly has to stop. I’ve been like this since 2007. Not everyday of course, but this is the 5th year I will feel ‘lost’ and ‘helpless.’ Something has to change, it just has to. West Lib isn’t really going to do much and neither will meeting new...
Anonymous asked: Did you know that you are one of the nicest and sweetest boys on this planet?
December 2011
14 posts
I'll wait
There are many cases of false love. This usually happens when people mistake something as love just because they want to feel something that is a common social norm. Love DOES exist but not a lot of people understand it completely, and maybe they never will. All I know is, Love is an indescribable feeling. A really good kind of love can not be placed into words, only feelings. Love is always...
I'll try to do that.
*Me and my dad lifting weights*
Dad: Alright, good job, now try to lift this.
*Adds more weights*
Me: Dad, I don’t think I can lift this…
Dad: With that attitude you won’t.
Me: Whatever, I’ll try.
*I get it up half way and can’t do it anymore. I put it back down*
Me: Forget it! I can’t do it!
Dad: Don’t give up. I know you can do it.
Me:...
White Flag Waving
Where do you draw the line between never giving up without a fight and throwing in the towel? This question has been bothering me for 3 weeks straight. What’s a hopeless idiot left to do? I’ve tried so hard but I can’t do it anymore. I think its time to send the white flag waving. You win…jerk.
-Ryan
Teamwork
I was on the highway today. Driving in the rain. The car in front of me started to serve, but he stayed on the road. His car, for whatever reason, didn’t start up again. Cars continued to speed past, except for me. I was directly behind the guy. I watched as he got out of the car and tried to push the car himself to the side of the road. He couldn’t do it. No one else was helping him,...
Anonymous asked: Your a fucking idiot
Anonymous asked: How can you have haters!? You're one the last people I'd expect to have haters. You're so nice and caring! What gives?
Anonymous asked: Hey ryan! I saw your tumblr link from facebook so I thought I would check it out. Pretty cool so far. I was wondering, can you post anonymous questions to people even if we don't have a tumblr? I'd like to ask you some things :)
10 People, 10 Confessions
I’ll admit, I can be a coward sometimes. And this is exactly what I am today; A coward. I have something on my chest that needs to be said to 10 different people. Some are good things, other ones, well…not so much. Maybe I’ll tell them someday. Maybe.
(Person #1) You call yourself a great friend, but I honestly don’t remember the last time you were there for me. I...
The Sands of Time [Poem]
We all do sit with peering eyes at the hourglass that stands That tells a story through the grains of slowly bleeding sand A reminder, yes, that all of time has quickly came and perished And thus leaves an after thought that all was to be cherished. For I remember child’s play and days of golden youth. Where all that was said and told felt like tales of truth. But now I sit in...
Welcome To The World
I don’t really know what a Tumblr is for, and I’m not even sure I’ll like it, but if I play my cards right, it just might be the start of something beautiful.